Dear
“When you have seen as much of life as I have, you will not underestimate the power of obsessive love.”
― J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
I have come to realise that our communications have become fodder for your blog and you know what: it's okay, I want them to know how I feel. I want them to know that when you end up alone in your palatial home it's not because you didn't find love. I want them to know you turned down a heart that loved you because of your rules.
I know might have not won this war yet but I have won this battle. The mere fact that you are engaging me and expanding effort means I got a response out of you. If you weren't open to the idea you wouldn't have spent so much time on this quest of mine. Your razor sharp words are wounds right now but in time they will be scars of a war I won.
Cold shower? I have taken so many that I am immune to the cold of the water and the cold of your heart. Because I am your friend I know what you want and that's why I would be perfect for you.
I want to say Fotsek and go to hell but that would only kill me. I would be ripping my heart out to spite my body. I'm so frustrated by you and you little rules!!! Fuck rules because they'll fuck you over one day! What do you want me to do?
I can't love someone else but you. If that makes me an idiot, this idiot loves you with all of it's heart
“It’s always funny watching something so beautiful not know how beautiful it really is. It’s sad even.”
― Holly Hood, Ink: Twisted Magic
P.S I've taken indefinite leave I'm coming up to Bloem and I'll be there until you love me back.
4 comments:
"Your blog is too much...why can't u take a leap???love without limits."Anon
"Nothing is forever,we are living on borrowed time and we don't wanna be alone.We want love but when God sends us something we want in a package we don't want we complain"
Like exactly what is the problem??
Love and the matters of the heart are a mine field
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