Always and Forever Part 2

After a bit of deliberating and discussing the matter with my friends, my pot plant and my teddy bear I got the courage to respond

Dear
I'm a bit surprised to say the least. I'm sorry I have been ignoring your many attempts to contact me with the various instant messaging applications and countless calls.
You are right! You know my terms and conditions of being my friend. 1. You better not have feelings for me 2. You are not to develop feelings for me. Breaking these results in the immediate termination of our friendship

The love we have for our friends is sometimes deeper than that of lovers. We have no secrets between us, I have shared every detail of my life with you. You have been privy to my deep feelings. I have said things to you that I couldn't say to my own family members.

I can't stomach the fact that you knew all along you had feelings for me but you chose to keep quiet.
Of course I love you! You are my friend. I love all my friends.

You are so selfish and self centred! It's all about you and your feelings! Did you ever for one minute think of what this hormonal flair up will do to me? How would I survive having a close and dear friend have erotic intentions towards me? So much for loving me! If you really loved me as you proclaim to, you should have just taken a cold shower, got over yourself and keep it to yourself!!!

I want to call you and ask you about how your day was. I want to send you a birthday present. I want to BBM you. I can't do any of those things anymore because of these feelings of yours.
Can't you love someone else?
Heavy Heart